Misunderstanding

I was wrong 

about not believing in love 

I do believe in love

I do believe in this mystical wonder

I do believe in it despite not wanting to

All this while, it was not the lack of beliefs but fear.

I fear falling again

I fear handing my heart to the hands of a clumsy boy again 

I fear giving my all only to watch it turn to dust in the end 

I fear love